Get Comfortable

I feel refreshed. I want to share a story on how God thankfully made sure of that last night.

I arrived back in Kona four nights ago (Thursday) - tired from outreach, and fuzzy-headed from the flights. Aside from changes in diet, climate and lifestyle while in the Amazon region, I dealt with a lot of health issues and used most of my mental strength to power through two months of dealing with constant itches and insects that painfully bit.

Last night I attended our usual Monday ministry night. This time it was optional. As soon as I got there I felt God tell me, "get comfortable". I replied, "okay", sat down and leaned back with arms spread out. God then said, "get more comfortable", so I grabbed a free pillow and moved up next to the centre wall where there was space for me to lie down.

Worship started. I noticed my friend sitting next to me. She's in the midst of mourning for our friend we lost at sea. I assumed and asked God, "you want me to minister to her tonight?". He quickly replied, "no, I want you to get comfortable". God had both of our welfare in His hand. Last night He wanted me to spend quality time with Him, let him take care of me. So I laid back and settled into my time with God - praying, reflecting and singing; while sitting, kneeling, lying down or jumping on the spot.

Two hours passed. It felt less. I stepped out feeling relaxed, softly rejuvenated.

My friend offered a ride back to base, but I joined a group that wanted to walk and passed by a store where another friend treated me a nice acai, raspberries and mixed berries smoothie with tapioca pearls. Yum! As we chatted, walking, looking at the stars, enjoying the cool breeze, sharing some plans; I noticed a difference in my inward behaviour. I was refilled. Thank you God.

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This morning I woke up softly strong. I conversed with God, thanked Him for my restoration. I knew He did it because He is kickstarting me for something again. He knew I was willing and ready. I've been sitting quietly waiting on God to give me a plan after this week. Praising inwardly while having breakfast, I asked Him for more specifics today. I was still patient, understanding His timing, I just wanted some direction... or guidance... or confirmation... that I am still in His path for me.

I reached for my bible, read what my eyes laid on, and laughed happily, surprised! I read:

"But as for the cups we are entrusting to you for the service of the Temple of your God, deliver them all to the God of Jerusalem. If you need anything else for your God's Temple or for any similar needs, you may take it from the royal treasury." (Ezra 7:19-20 NLT).

I love God's comfort and assurances. I love that He provides all I need - people, resources, talents, refuge, abilities, etc. I know God is growing me into the responsibilities He will give me (what and where are those cups??). He will also be faithful, so I can trust my future in Him (where and how is the royal treasury??).